Anxiety

[Whelt]

I'm not sure where this could have fit, but this section seemed to be the closest.

Anxiety. Being really nervous about some impending event or work that must be done, worrying if everything will turn out all right, worrying if your family members and people you care about are ok, all kinds of situations.

[TurkeyBeef]

I must get anxious a lot, then. I constantly worry about something bad happening in the near future.

[Whelt]

I must get anxious a lot, then. I constantly worry about something bad happening in the near future.

Yeah, I think you are anxious a lot.

[TurkeyBeef]

I must get anxious a lot, then. I constantly worry about something bad happening in the near future.

Yeah, I think you are anxious a lot.

Heh...

[Whelt]

I must get anxious a lot, then. I constantly worry about something bad happening in the near future.

Yeah, I think you are anxious a lot.

Heh...

You know you don't have to worry so much.

[TurkeyBeef]

You know you don't have to worry so much.

The worry is always in the back of my head.

[Whelt]

You know you don't have to worry so much.

The worry is always in the back of my head.

I know... that's where it usually tends to stay.

But it will be all right.

[TurkeyBeef]

I'm afraid not... I'm afraid not.

[Whelt]

Don't be afraid. Even if you won't stop worrying, it will still be ok.

[TurkeyBeef]

Don't be afraid. Even if you won't stop worrying, it will still be ok.

Hopefully... Although "hope" is still a dense word.

[Peewee]

One-on-one chat. You are both arrested.

[TurkeyBeef]

One-on-one chat. You are both arrested.

OH SHI-

[Whelt]

YOU'LL NEVER CATCH ME

[Elekari]

I must get anxious a lot, then. I constantly worry about something bad happening in the near future.

I feel the very same way. I worry waaaaay too much

[Serum]

I must get anxious a lot, then. I constantly worry about something bad happening in the near future.

I feel the very same way. I worry waaaaay too much

That, or if something good happens; I wait for the bad event to follow suit

[TurkeyBeef]

It has to be something in the air poisoning me. These worries are too unreal, that I know, yet they keep me awake and cause me to bleed. One after another, no signs of ever slowing, never ceasing for a minute. Sometimes it's too much for me to bear. They might say that the only way to stop is to just not think about it, but that's complete bullshit. No way will thinking about it stopping will make it stop, no way. It's like a darkness inside my head, maggots infesting my brain and growing to be nothing but annoying flies buzzing within my skull.

It's my curse to become this way, I guess...

[Robot]

I consider there to be a positive side to my anxiety, despite the obvious toll it's taken on my mind and body. Life without worry is one led through carelessness. I like to think of life as a giant chess game; there's some opposition that's always trying to fuck me over, but if I am constantly thinking ahead, assessing the worst case scenario in any given situation, I will eventually come out ahead. Anxiety is an advanced form of thinking ahead, and the discomfort comes from having to wait to make your move. No one seems to agree with me, which is honestly frustrating.

I know it is difficult and, at times, impossible, but considering that you have the ability to feel anxious is something that should be given a positive value. You have the ability to consider the future. This also means that the future is something you value in some capacity. Maybe I've spent too much time living with my anxiety, but I've convinced myself that I'm simply preparing for the worst, and I'm bound to be pleasantly surprised. But you can hear that kind of festering tripe anywhere, so fuck.

[TurkeyBeef]

My damn head. It feels like the inside of my skull is on fire with these racing, needless thoughts.

[Smoff]

I started getting anxious quite badly around the middle of this year, at that time I started getting panic attacks on a daily basis, trouble breathing and the feeling that my throat was closing in. I eventually started to think of worrying thoughts. All of those kind of thoughts were rushing though my head at the time, to the point where I couldn't stop thinking about them. It kept happening for a few months before I eventually calmed down. I still have trouble breathing on occasion, and my heart still skips beats on a daily basis. It's annoying, but I've gotten used to it.

[Hypothermal Fringe]

I'm anxious about the safety of my friends and those I have come to "love." In particular, one friend, who I already came close to losing because of my own actions, has been away for a while, saying that times are just hard for her and she can't really get online. She posted an update yesterday, which made my heart feel a lot lighter. I almost feel like I should not get close, though, because she blocked me for a while because of all the ways I treated her. If she does come back soon as she says, I will be relieved, but for the moment it is tearing at me.

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